Goodbyes are the hardest

A few weeks ago my partner broke his leg. He ended up having surgery and is still in recovery. For the last couple weeks i was there by his side in hospital and helping with what i could when he got home. These past weeks have been very exhausting and draining ! Things have been even harder because i still have our two girls to look after and i currently have no car, and relying on public transport sucks !! So my partner was living with his mum but during his stay in hospital they were told they had to move out. My partners dad suggested it be best if he goes and lives with him which is 5 hours away. This way i could continue looking after the girls and he could heal properly there. His dad said he would help with everything and continue his daily blood thinner injections. It was so so so hard saying goodbye. I tried so hard not to cry. I know he wont be there forever but it sucks that i cant just give him a hug when i want :( ive never missed someone so much. I make sure he still gets to talk to the girls daily and i am always sending photos ! Im pretty sure he will be coming to stay with us for Xmas though so he can be here when the girls open their presents. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, and in my case it truly does.
not only did i say goodbye to my partner for a little while. I had to give up my dog. Ive had him for 5 years and it was one of the hardest things i ever had to do ! I took him to a farm where he will be well looked after. When i said goodbye i balled my eyes out, knowing this would be the last time i saw him. I just has to realise it was the best for him as i could not take care of him anymore. Another saying; dogs a mans best friend ! And well i can say he was one of the best friends i have ever had. He never judged anyone and all he wanted was love and had so much love to give.

All i can say is saying goodbye to loved ones may be the hardest thing you will ever have to do. But in my case, we have done all this for the better. Im definitely looking forward to the new year :)