I feel like everything is just out to make my life harder 😩 I have done everything I had to, to get my child medicated and to try and get on top of her ADHD. But I feel like its worse now everything she does is whinged about like its a excuse for her behavior or I'm constantly asked has she had her meds today where before they just had to Deal with it Weather they liked it or not, I've given ideas and strategies for her daycare to trial and see what works better for her while she is at daycare, and I don't think they are doing it, I'm trying to make it easier for them and her, and now because of all this I'm finding myself dreading picking her up because she's had a feral day and then comes home and is the same it's so hard. After a long day I would like to relax for five minutes or not even relax just a half decent behaved child, it's almost like what she's doing at daycare she will then come home and continue the same behavior. I'm at a loss on what to do.
Sunday, 6 August 2017
Urrggghhh I dont think I'm ready for my baby girl to go out into the big world 😫 where has time gone she will be 5 next month and it only feels like yesterday she was starting to walk and talk, everyone's all about preparing the child for big school what about us parents Aha ?? As the year ends and it's getting closer to her going to big school I'm starting to freak out. I'm hoping she has a teacher who understands her and can help her as she has adhd and can take abit to settle down, and people just think shes naughty rather then understanding her. Please tell me I'l be fine lol.
Just my first world problem for today :)
Wednesday, 26 July 2017
Sunday, 9 July 2017
The end of June I was picked to appear on the sbs show about teen parenting. OMG it was so hot in there lol so may lights and people. The best thing was hearing stories so similar to our girls and even myself. When I did the interview for the show I didn't think I'd get picked so didn't really worry about it until I got an email invitation for the show. There were girls from all over Australia with similar stories. It felt good to appear on something that will hopefully change at least one person's perspective on young parents.
Friday, 23 June 2017
Last day of tafe and handed in my final two assessments, have never felt such a weight lifted off my shoulders lol. The whole way through I felt like giving up when things became tough and life threw one of the hardest challenges at me, but I continued and fought it the whole way, I completed assessments I never thought I would, that poor assement book which i scrunched up and screamed at multiple times aha. One of the best was meeting new people of all different cultures and making awesome tafe friends and the best teachers ever, so supportive and willing to help where ever they could. I'm excited for the next chapter in my life, I am now one step closer to my career goal.
To everyone starting a new course or chapter in life and are scared or think you cant do this, You can do anything and be proud of yourself every single step of the way.
Tuesday, 13 June 2017
Life is not always going to go as planned. There will be good days, and bad days. All that matters is that you keep on moving forward! Walk your line, focus on what's best for you, stay positive, never lose hope and everything will fall into place naturally.... one step at a time 💭🌹
Tuesday, 6 June 2017
before stating uni last year i had no idea how much the workload would be, i was so used to being at tafe and getting heaps of help from my teachers and other students now i am overloaded !!!!
I seriously need more time in a day !!!!! the only time i can get to work on my assessments or study is when the kids are in bed, and lately this has been late. if i try and get my laptop out, my littlest one is always straight behind me wanting to "play games" if i say no i am trying to study she will kick off and chuck a tantrum. When listening to a 3 years old scream its pretty hard to concentrate so i just put it away.
One thing i am grateful for though is the support from my partner, he tries his best to let me get my work done, and always gives encouraging words when i feel like crap or feel like i will fail or not get anything done
i just need to keep pushing, because i have worked so hard to get here im not going to let my anxiety and stress get to me. Only one and a half years to go and ill be a registered nurse !!!!
Kayla :) :)