Presenting!

We've had 2 Schools this week and I really enjoyed doing the TR Presentation at both, I really do love doing this, really looking forward to the next one. The kids at the schools are all so different and diverse and each take something different from what we do.

Though today's school really did remind me of something that I miss having time for which is my Music. I miss Singing and Writing, I just don't have the time to put into it that I used to not only time but energy as well, it takes a lot of energy and after the day is done I'm usually too tired to sit up and write, I do occasionally write and when I can I sing but not like I used to, I used to be known as that girl that sings these days, most days it's nursery rhymes and kids songs. It hurts a little bit because Music has always been my passion. Obviously my Daughter means the world to me and I would not change her for anything and I've gained more than I've lost but the ache is still there, the thought is always there in the back of my mind. I do have new and other ambitions I want to fulfill but in a way I guess it partly feels like I'm giving up on something I've wanted my whole life, I know I can go back to it in the future and I can fulfill my dreams but the road and the journey to get there will be very different and a lot harder with my daughter in toe but I'm not willing to sacrifice my time with her for my dreams and needs, I guess as a Mum I've learned selflessness and true sacrifice, because the person I least expected to come into my life is my world and means more to me than and comes before the one thing I wanted most in the world and would do anything and push any boundaries to achieve.